Sunday 30 October 2022

 You know what's power?

What's power?

Power is that, when somebody has robbed you, or stolen from you , lied to you or cheated on you in any way whatsoever, you don't let this fuck you up.

Fuck. Enough with this new-age toxic positivity bullshit.

I hate it when what I have to say is read in different shades of interpretation I don't mean it in. First of all, what I am talking about is an essentially different concept from toxic positivity. I am not preaching you not to feel your emotions, or to feel anything different, or to feel any hope. God knows, I find no grounds for hope in anything related to people, as much as you don't. And secondly, to be fair, it's not really new-age. Haven't you ALWAYS heard that the people say that forgiveness is a virtue and you have to forgive yourself and all those things.

Then fuck it. New-age or not. This is fucked up. I feel what I feel. And I'm doing what my feelings are dictating me to do.

I was not even talking against that.  I am not stopping you from feeling your emotions. I am just telling you that right now, you have every legitimate reason in the world to feel super fucked up. If you collapse down into a house of cards and never get up and keep crying, and have a pity party every day at 6 pm , and become an alcoholic or start using heroin and never recover from that, and become an unextremely unkind person, all of that will be understandable to me in context of what has happened with you. What I'm saying is, that there is power in being and doing anything but that. I am just pointing out that exhibiting power will not be the natural flow of things. 

Right.That much makes sense.


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