Hmm.
When I came here.
I decided that I would live with a new out look. Not work with the pre conceived notions and previous experiences
I will try to take in with delight. .and amusement..and wonder. ..
Whatever this place has to offer.
Because I wanted to make sure
That It's not me. Like the rest of the world.
Chronically unhappy
Always wanting what is not
But I realize.
I know where I am happy.
I am happy calling my own shots.
Living my life my own way.
I am happy expressing my opinions and weighing them too.
I am happy in my pursuit of bare truth, untarnished by bias.
I am satisfied, standing up for what i believe in.
And I am not a loner.
There has been a deficiency of like minded people.
I am well loved by a few people if not liked by many.
People appreciate me for my kindness and concern. When they don't criticize me for my aloofness.
But its my choice.
That I don't want to buy into some sort of hypocrisy that most relationships are about.
I want to soar free.
I want to live the left over of this life in the most heart warming way.
That appeals to me.
That's happiness.
A place of my own where no one intrudes.
The whole universe to explore.
And the pure, unadulterated joy of the right company.
That's my happiness.
When I came here.
I decided that I would live with a new out look. Not work with the pre conceived notions and previous experiences
I will try to take in with delight. .and amusement..and wonder. ..
Whatever this place has to offer.
Because I wanted to make sure
That It's not me. Like the rest of the world.
Chronically unhappy
Always wanting what is not
But I realize.
I know where I am happy.
I am happy calling my own shots.
Living my life my own way.
I am happy expressing my opinions and weighing them too.
I am happy in my pursuit of bare truth, untarnished by bias.
I am satisfied, standing up for what i believe in.
And I am not a loner.
There has been a deficiency of like minded people.
I am well loved by a few people if not liked by many.
People appreciate me for my kindness and concern. When they don't criticize me for my aloofness.
But its my choice.
That I don't want to buy into some sort of hypocrisy that most relationships are about.
I want to soar free.
I want to live the left over of this life in the most heart warming way.
That appeals to me.
That's happiness.
A place of my own where no one intrudes.
The whole universe to explore.
And the pure, unadulterated joy of the right company.
That's my happiness.
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