They say that God is closer to me than my jugular vein; I wonder if he knows the core of my thoughts better than I do. The idea is comforting. If no one can help me rise from the feelings i feel, at least someone stands testimony to the strength i have displayed, the secret of how it has taken a toll on me internally, that someone is aware of my inability to express, someone before whom I am laid out like an open book, in front of whom there is no curtain of pretense.
Sometimes I have prayed that I would stop being rational.
I have asked to be spared the need to repent, for i have only questioned with the logic I was born with . I have wanted to be owned by Him like it was the most natural thing in the world without need of any religious formality.
I have asked to be spared the need to repent, for i have only questioned with the logic I was born with . I have wanted to be owned by Him like it was the most natural thing in the world without need of any religious formality.
It is only the great minds that question, the simple just accept everything they are told.
ReplyDeletesometines u dnt knw how far it gets to get closer and what keeps u closer is the far ditance its like supernatural power that keeps souls hooked to each others for eternity no matter what their bodies experince in life...The purity n sacrety of souls keeps minds clearer no matter how cloudy thoughts in it and in magic way it draws a smile on ur lips tht makes u feel just alright
ReplyDeleteI think its beautiful, the way you put it.
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