The top fantasy I take refuge in when I am super sad, is death!
I am embarrassed of saying it, no doubt about that.
I know it's a common theme with people to imagine themselves as really sick when others mistreat them so that they will learn their lesson, but I don't have that thought even as a fantasy. Because I never want to test people that what they would or would not do for me!!! I simply would never wish to be a burden on anyone even in a fantasy.
But..very rarely, in the valley of despair, I start imagining what it would be like to be dead.
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