‘Then he smiled fondly, as if at a memory ; it occurred to him that he was nearly sixty years old and that he ought to be beyond the force of such passion, of such love.
But he was not beyond it, he knew, and would never be. Beneath the numbness, the indifference, the removal, it was there, intense and steady ; it had always been there. In his youth he had given it freely, without thought ; he had given it to the knowledge that had been revealed to him - how many years ago? - by Archer Sloane ; he had given it ta Edith, in those first blind foolish days of his courtship and marriage, and he had given it to Katherine, as if it had never been given before. He had, in odd ways, given it to every moment of his life, and had perhaps given it most fully when he was unaware of his giving. It was a passion neither of the mind, nor of the flesh; rather, it was a force that comprehended them both, as if they were but the matter of love, its specific substance. To a woman or to a poem, it said simply : Look! I am alive.
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